moving

From a recent tarot reading:

you're likely already in or will be facing a period of very serious upheaval and change, which may be professional, romantic, or both. you may feel extremely lonely and isolated. difficulties seem to be hitting you from every side, and you probably feel helpless, because it's coming from everywhere at once.


let go. you can't stop it from happening. be a reed in the wind; don't try to be a castle.


someone authoritative, or commanding, analytic, logical, able to focus on facts, may be able to help you (a man, if you go by the gender of cards, dark haired and eyed). (as a side note, my father- a dark-eyed, dark-haired man- is a retired professor of mathematics, and has already offered to help with the move.)


if you can stay strong - not by resisting the change but by maintaining the absolute core of yourself, your integrity - through all of what besets you, however hard and embarrassing some of it may be, in the end you will be better for it, stronger for what you have been through, and be in a much better position, with your head ruling your heart.

Indeed. (I'm now in the process of moving to San Francisco. Exact date hasn't been set, although 1) it'll be before the turn of the year; 2) I have a ticket for the Who at Barclay Center on November 14th, and damn if I'm missing that. I've been planning the move to San Francisco for a long time; New York will always, always have a magical place in my heart, but San Francisco simply speaks to me. 90% of what was specifically keeping me in New York, much as I love it, was the income from my job; now, I'm moving, and I feel as excited as I did when I moved to NYC out of college :) It's definitely well that this is happening now; staying in NYC when my heart was telling me I should leave was taking a toll on my happiness, and my health. Goodbye, you magical city.

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From a recent tarot reading:

you're likely already in or will be facing a period of very serious upheaval and change, which may be professional, romantic, or both. you may feel extremely lonely and isolated. difficulties seem to be hitting you from every side, and you probably feel helpless, because it's coming from everywhere at once.


let go. you can't stop it from happening. be a reed in the wind; don't try to be a castle.


someone authoritative, or commanding, analytic, logical, able to focus on facts, may be able to help you (a man, if you go by the gender of cards, dark haired and eyed). (as a side note, my father- a dark-eyed, dark-haired man- is a retired professor of mathematics, and has already offered to help with the move.)


if you can stay strong - not by resisting the change but by maintaining the absolute core of yourself, your integrity - through all of what besets you, however hard and embarrassing some of it may be, in the end you will be better for it, stronger for what you have been through, and be in a much better position, with your head ruling your heart.

Indeed. (I'm now in the process of moving to San Francisco. Exact date hasn't been set, although 1) it'll be before the turn of the year; 2) I have a ticket for the Who at Barclay Center on November 14th, and damn if I'm missing that. I've been planning the move to San Francisco for a long time; New York will always, always have a magical place in my heart, but San Francisco simply speaks to me. 90% of what was specifically keeping me in New York, much as I love it, was the income from my job; now, I'm moving, and I feel as excited as I did when I moved to NYC out of college :) It's definitely well that this is happening now; staying in NYC when my heart was telling me I should leave was taking a toll on my happiness, and my health. Goodbye, you magical city.